Madison’s Big Secret: Copyright 2007-2018 by Shattered
Chapter 12 – Diaper Freedom
The girls arrive downstairs. Alyssa is now playing with her father, getting in as much time with him as possible. Madison’s mother is in the study, reading the paper. Madison heads towards the kitchen. “Go tell my Mom we’re leaving, I’m going to get something to drink quickly,” she says to Brittney.
Brittney walks in to the study. She is happy for Madison but can’t help but be a little jealous at the same time. She gets an idea, but isn’t quite sure how to ask for it. She stands in front of Mrs. Ludke for a few seconds, contemplating in her head what to say. After a while, Mrs. Ludke puts her paper down and looks at Brittney with a curious look in her eyes.
“Oh, hi sweetie. Is there something you need?”
Brittney begins to play with her hair, something she does when nervous. “Oh, umm – we are going to the park now. But, uh, well… could I possibly… umm…” Brittney stutters, unable to communicate what she wants to ask.
Mrs. Ludke looks at the girl, sensing she is uncomfortable with something. “Brittney… You don’t need to be afraid to talk to me. You are Madison’s best friend. You are like family here. You can talk to me. What is it you need?”
“Okay, sorry. Well, I just wanted to say… Maddie is so happy now. I mean, she really seems happy to be wearing, uh, her new diapers. I kind of… wish I could be that happy, too. I mean, umm… could you maybe…. “Brittney’s face turns beet red as she tries to continue explaining. Just then Mrs. Ludke finishes the sentence for her.
“… put you in a diaper, too? Sure, but are you doing this because you think Madison wants you to? I know you want to be a good friend but you don’t have to do something you don’t want to, either.”
Brittney shakes her head. “No, actually, uh… I want to. She told me about how you diapered her, like she was two again. I dunno, it kind of sounds fun. And, well, I sometimes have accidents during the day, too. I was just gonna put a pull-up on, but; seeing how happy Maddie is, I kind of want the same thing right now,” Brittney says, almost starting to cry.
Mrs. Ludke smiles. “Come here, sweetie. Come sit on my lap. “ Brittney slowly walks over and crawls up into Mrs. Ludke’s lap. She gives her a hug and trembles slightly as tears run down her face. She doesn’t really know why she’s crying, but asking to be babied has triggered something inside her. She keeps wishing that Maddie’s mother was her Mom. She thinks about having to go back home soon, but all she can do is cry. “Shh, it’s okay Brittney… It’s going to be okay. Do you just need a moment? Get it all out, sweetie. Then we will go and get you diapered, okay?”
Brittney nods and continues to cry and hug Madison’s Mom. Madison is standing at the doorway, looking in on this dramatic moment. She decides to wait and give them some time. It’s obvious to her that Brittney needs this special time and attention, and doesn’t want to disrupt it. She goes back into the kitchen to have a snack, making sure to drink her soda rapidly. After a minute, Brittney stops crying but continues to cuddle in Mrs. Ludke’s lap.
“Are you ready to get changed? Let’s go up to Maddie’s room quick.” She helps Brittney get down and they walk up to Madison’s room. Brittney lies down on Madison’s bed and tries to wipe the tears off her face. Mrs. Ludke gets a fresh diaper and begins to unfold it. She carefully removes Brittney’s jeans and underwear, and then asks her to lift her legs up. She just lays there and relaxes, lifting her legs up. The diaper is slid under her bottom and then brought up between her legs. Mrs. Ludke fastens both sides snugly, and then smiles at the girl.
“How does that feel, sweetie?”
Brittney loves every minute of this. She smiles and lifts her head to admire her new diaper. “It’s great. Tha—thank you. I’m sorry I’m being such a baby… I dunno why I want this but…I just…,” Brittney beings to say as she is interrupted.
“You don’t have to explain, sweetie. From what you told me the other day, I have a pretty good idea. Anytime you need this, you just come find me. Even if you just want to sit and cry. I’m here for you, okay?”
Brittney smiles. “Thank you. Sometimes I really wish you were my Mom. Oh, uh, I guess I need my pants on,” she says with a giggle.
“Oh, heavens, yes. Here we go,” Mrs. Ludke says as she pulls Brittney’s jeans back on and buttons them for her. Brittney gets up off the bed. She doesn’t even check to see if her diaper is noticeable. She’s so happy to have had this special moment, and to be in a real diaper. She now understands exactly why Madison likes it so much. She gives Mrs. Ludke one last hug.
“Thank you so much! I better go find Maddie now she’s probably half way to the park by now,” Brittney says. She runs downstairs and finds Madison sitting in the kitchen. “Hey, umm, I’m sorry about all that. Are you ready to go?” Brittney says to her friend.
“Sorry about what? I was just having a snack and a soda. Yep, all ready.”
“…About taking so long. Um, I’m gonna grab a soda, too. I can drink it on the way. Did I tell you that your Mom is totally awesome?” Brittney says while grabbing an orange soda from the fridge.
“Yeah, about a million times,” Madison says sarcastically.
“No, I really mean it. You are so lucky, Maddie. I know you think your Mom is crazy sometimes but… oh, never mind. Let’s just go.”
Madison examines her friend for a moment. “I’m glad you like my family. I guess I am pretty lucky. I mean I thought after last night my life would be over but look at me now… I’m wearing real diapers and my Mom is okay with it. Hey, are you wearing one, too?”
Brittney blushes and lifts up her shirt, revealing the back of her diaper sticking up through her jeans. “I just thought, well… you are wearing one and we’re going to a park with no bathrooms and, well… you know.”
Madison giggles. “You are so silly. I don’t care. I kind of figured it out when I saw you talking to my Mom. It’s cool. We can play together and not worry about having to leave to go potty. I’m so glad we’re friends. And I really mean that, too.”
Brittney smiles and nods. “Hey, umm should I bring a diaper bag?”
Madison thinks for a moment, and then shakes her head. “Nah. It’s not like we’ll be gone all day. We’ll be fine. We got Pampers on!” They both giggle and head out the door. Brittney manages to polish off her soda by the time they arrive at the small neighborhood park. Being a Sunday morning, there are no kids playing at the park. Most kids who live nearby are at church with their families. The girls look around and decide to do something they haven’t done since they were little. Madison begins climbing up the large, tall slide. “Come on, Brittney, this’ll be fun. When’s the last time you played on a slide?”
Brittney runs over and starts climbing up behind her. “Ugh, not since I was like 5. Hey, I can see your diaper; how cute!” Both girls giggle as they climb up the slide. They go up and down the slide several times, until Madison spots the jungle-gym nearby.
Madison completely forgets her age at this point and toddles over to it. She starts to climb up on the jungle gym. Of course, as she is hanging around, her diaper is visible under her skirt the whole time. The girls play there for a while until Brittney wants to play on the swings.
“Hey, we should go on the swings and have a race. See who can go higher. Maddie?” Brittney says. Madison is hanging from the monkey bars, staring off into space.
“Oh, yeah! Um, let’s go do that. “She says while blushing. Brittney figures out what’s distracting her.
“Uh oh, did little Maddie go pee-pee in her Pamper?” Brittney says in a joking tone.
“Uh huh, still going… I be-- done soon,” she says while straining her face. Her diaper begins to swell up between her legs and is becoming warm and squishy. The 20oz soda she had at home went right through her. Finally, she finishes and quickly jumps down and runs over to the swings. She promptly plops her butt down on the swings, giving her a warm, squishy wet feeling in-between her legs. She sits there for a few seconds, almost paralyzed, as a big smile comes across her face. She coos and giggles a little. “Oh, this is so awesome. Just wait till you pee, Britt. Seriously, these diapers feel even better than Pull-Ups,” Maddie says as she begins to pump her legs and swing. Brittney sits down on the swing next to her and starts to pump.
“Oh, I can’t wait! Alright, now I think I’m gonna win this swing contest!” Brittney says while pumping faster.
Madison shakes her head. “Nut-uh! I’m gonna win!!! Swinging in a wet diaper gives me the advantage!” Madison says. She knows that makes absolutely no sense, but can’t stop from laughing now. Brittney giggles, but keeps swinging vigorously.
“Ha ha, that is the funniest thing I’ve heard all day! You crack me up. But, I’m still gonna win!” They giggle together while swinging. After a while, Brittney is just barely swinging higher. Madison begins to get tired, and begins to slow down.
“Okay, you win! I give up. Good game. Hey, we should go do something really ridiculous. When’s the last time you were on a teeter-totter?” Madison asks while slowing down and dragging her feet in the sand to stop.
Brittney giggles. “Yay, I won! Umm, probably not since I was five, again. “She begins to slow herself down, too.
Madison jumps from her slowly moving swing. “Well, let’s be five again and go play on it!” She runs over to the teeter-totter and sits down on one end. Brittney quickly follows her and sits on the other end.
“Teeter-Totter. I wonder how it got that name. It sounds funny,” Brittney says.
“Yeah, it’s like some guy was drunk and decided to make this thing… I dunno. Do you remember how this works?” Madison asks.
Brittney thinks back to when she was five but draws blanks. All that comes in her mind is her father, and right now she does not even want to think about him. “Uh, not really. Don’t I just push up and it makes your end go down, and then you do the same and my end goes down? And we kind of bounce in our seats?” Here, I’ll go first.” Brittney puts her feet on the ground and pushes upwards, causing Brittney’s end to go down. Then Madison does the same motion, causing her end to go up high. Eventually as they go faster, it causes Madison to bounce her butt on the seat. Doing this with a wet, soggy diaper and the constant rubbing against her bottom once again arouses certain areas of her body. She begins to feel that sensational feeling down below. She begins to breathe heavily for a few seconds, and then lets out a few squeals of delight. She sighs and starts to twitch a little. Brittney quickly takes notice.
“Wow, Maddie! Twice within two hours? You must really like these new diapers, huh?” Brittney says while giggling. She knows exactly what her friend is feeling, but can’t help but kindly tease her a bit.
Madison nods and giggles. “I can’t believe I am here at the park in a diaper. This is just too fun!” she screams. The girls play on the teeter-totter for a few more minutes until getting bored. “Let’s play tag. You’re it!” Madison says as she taps Brittney’s shoulder. Brittney hasn’t played like this since she was a little girl, and again loves every minute of it. She begins chasing after Madison, who runs and runs all over the place for several minutes. Finally, Brittney catches up to her and tags her back, but not in a traditional way. She lifts up Madison’s skirt and taps the back of her wet diaper, feeling how squishy it has become.
“Squish tag! You better be careful, that thing is soaked!” Brittney says, giggling hysterically.
“Oh, it’s not that bad. I can wet it again. No worries! Okay, I guess I’m it! You better run, girl!” Madison says as she begins to chase after her. The girls run around and giggle until Madison finally tags her friend. She decides it’s been a while and Brittney is still dry. She wants change that, so Brittney can experience a wet Pamper, too. She gently tackles her friend and brings her to the ground. “Guess who? It’s Tickle Monster! I’m coming to get you, and I’m not gonna stop till you pee in your diaper!” Madison says while tickling Brittney. She lifts up her shirt and tickles her on her tummy and her sides, her most ticklish areas. Brittney giggles and squirms hysterically.
“It…It’s not gonna… take….very…. much…. Hehe… you know…. I did… this same…thing to….to Ally before when you were…. In your room…. Hehe… I kinda….feel like….. her…. right---now. Uh-oh! Here it comes!!!” Brittney says. Madison giggles and continues to tickle her friend, watching as she relaxes and begins to fill her diaper with a rapid flow of pee. Madison stops tickling her and decides to let Brittney have her little moment. “Gosh; I’m still going. What’s in that soda that makes me pee so much? Ah, who cares! Maddie, you are so right… It feels even better in a real diaper. Oh man…” Brittney says while catching her breath and blushing a bit.
“I told you! I think we need to go back on the teeter-totter! “Madison shouts.
Brittney giggles as she squirms around a bit. “No need for that. I’m doing just fine where I am. “
Madison blushes. “Okay, well let me know when you’re done because you’re still IT and you gotta catch me!” She begins running around like crazy. Brittney gets up and puts her hangs around her butt, gently squishing her diaper around. It’s heavily soaked, but not even close to leaking. She smiles and enjoys the moment for a while, then starts chasing after her friend who is now running towards an old sign post. She gets closer to her and realizes that Maddie is about to run into the sign.
“Madison! Look out!” Brittney shouts. Madison ignores her and continues to run. She misses the sign, but the pocket of her skirt snags up against a nail that is hanging from the wooden post. As she continues to run full force, it rips her skirt, causing her to stop and notice what just happened. Her skirt is almost completely falling off, just hanging on by a thread. Her sagging wet diaper is completely visible. She gasps and starts to panic.
“Oh—my -- Gawd! That stupid sign post ruined my skirt! Oh no… Is there anyone looking?! What do we do!?” Madison screams while panicking. Brittney gets closer to her friend so they don’t have to shout.
“Umm, I guess we better get back home and hope no one sees us. I’ll walk in front of you and you follow me. Kind of hold your skirt up, I guess. We’ll have to run! “Brittney says. They begin running to the path towards Madison’s house. A couple hundred feet down the path, Brittney can see an elderly couple up in the distance walking their dog. “Oh, great! There are some people up ahead. Here, let’s slow down. Hold your skirt up and walk slowly, okay? I’ll try to hide you if you walk behind me,” Brittney says. Madison stops running and tries to hold up her skirt as she walks. They walk past the elderly couple with the dog, trying to look like normal kids. The old lady kind of glares at the kids, but says nothing as they walk by. They keep walking until the couple is out of sight.
“Phew, that was close. We’re almost home now,” Madison says.
“Did you know those people?” Brittney asks.
“No, I think they are new here. That old lady kept glaring at me, though! “Madison gasps. They finally arrive in the back yard of Madison’s home. Knowing she’s in the clear, she stops holding up her skirt and is now walking with just a saggy diaper and t-shirt. She quickly opens the back door, hoping they don’t have any guests over. Her father is in the kitchen, preparing some lunch for Alyssa (who is playing in the living room). Madison stands still at the doorway, not sure what to do. She wants her Mom, but not sure where she is at the moment. She shrugs and looks over at her father. “Hi Daddy, we’re home.” Mr. Ludke looks at his half-naked daughter standing there in just her saggy, wet diaper.