Opus 75, Sestina in B-flat for the Glockenspiel
ADAM SOL
In the empty classroom, at sunrise, a girl
sits on the floor, staring at a glockenspiel.
She’s shredding the cuticles on her left hand
instead of starting to practise.
She doesn’t want to play —
not yet, if ever. The irritating sound
of her teeth clicking is the only sound
in the band room. The cranky girl
has been dropped off early so she can play
a bit alone on the glockenspiel
before her classmates come to practise,
instrument cases clutched in their chapped hands
like luggage. They have such sure hands,
she thinks, and she can hear the sounds
they make, the laughter in the practise
rooms that make her feel like a little girl.
She is a “late bloomer,” and like the glockenspiel,
she is awkward at the games they play.
Only it isn’t really play,
is it? It’s life. The boys put their hands
on the girls, who vibrate like glockenspiels,
with tinkling notes that sound
shrill and artificial to the girl.
But isn’t this how it’s always been practised?
And wouldn’t she appreciate it more if she practised?
The ones who are good at it think of it asplay.
That’s what they think it means to be a girl.
But that’s not me. I have ugly hands.
I don’t know how to make the giggly sounds
they expect from me, except on the glockenspiel.
And what’s the point of a glockenspiel
if I can’t even concentrate and practise?
For some it’s music, for others only sounds.
Now here come my bandmates, ready to play,
and all I’ve done is chew my hands
into bleeding mallets. I’m more stick than girl.
Practice begins, and it’s time for the girl
to hoist her glockenspiel and exercise her hands.
Her imperfect self is on display. How does she sound?
Non-Fiction Assignment
After reading the non-fiction essay, Turbulence, by David Sedaris and the poem, Opus 75, Sestina in B-flat for the Glockenspiel, by Adam Sol, you task is the compare and contrast the two forms of literature in the chart.
THESIS______
Similarities / Differences